The Ride

I spoke with Tammy this morning. It is amazing how beautiful a woman can look bald. She gives me hope that mom will come through this.
My Mom says "don't ask why... Say why not." I think neither thing. Life to me is being in the ocean. It is powerful, and even the most skilled can go under. The ride is amazing; the waves take you places you could never go yourself. The strong tide will batter and bruise you, and will lift you up on high like nothing else can. No matter what we do controlling the ocean is not a possibility. I am not taking God out of this necessarily. I just think we live in an imperfect world. He planned for us to have the amazing, and we chose self destruction. I can't just blame it on Adam and Eve. Knowing who I am, I think I would have eaten the apple too. I can't blame God, I made the choice, I chose sin, I choose Christ, I choose the ride.